juz wake up..n gt one mesg fr jac which made mi feel so relax..n i tink i never feel so relax..after i knew bout the open league thingy..n all the trnings n mct..i'm reallie serious bout it..i told jac tt..nxt sun..which is open league..i'll kana tt thingy..n she said she'll cancel mi name then..coz i can't play..n i agree oso lor..haiz..but kinda sad oso..i train so hard n so long..waste mi time lor..but happpie oso..coz can conc on mi mct..n i haven reallie start it..haiz..then tt chu yuet..object 2 mi cancellation again..omg..hw?it';s so luan..wat 2 do?she sae gt tt thingy..is nt gd xcuse 2 cancel mi name..oh okie..fine..then wat she wan mi 2 do?go down play wif tt thingy?oh plz..i dun wan take tt stoopig contraceptive pills..2 stop mi menstrual cycle lor..mi dun wana harm mi health..taking pills unnecessary..aiya..dunno lar..tink tmr jac will nag at mi again..haiz..bout the polo thingy lor..wat's else..mabbe wanni's rite...passion often conflict with wat's best for us..i alwaze lyk polo..but it's alwaze coincide wif mi studies..n examz..mabbe polo is nt tt impt 2 mi animore..esp dis yr..


heyz..thanx lotsa..hahha..4 toking 2 mi bout the polo stuffs..n encouraging mi 2 go on..or discouraging mi 2 join the league?hahah...mabbe u r rite..i shld go wif mi feelings whether 2 play nt..n win is nt a prob..juz try mi best can liao..but i gt tt thingy on tt dae..hw 2 play..n go according 2 mi feeling..haahh..n i'm realllie so thankful 2 hav u ard..ur concern is all i wan..2 encourage mi 2 go on..in dis crucial times..when i'm faced wif stress..n stress..n well..lyk u sae..i won't take tt stoopig pills one lor..i won't wan 2 stop mi menstrual cycle n harm mi health..hahha..funnie lor..toking 2 u bout dis.. dun worry..i won't harm miself one..hahah..dun worry..i won't stress miself 2 much..n will try 2 smile alwaze..u 2..dun slack too much..n rmb 2 bring ur goggles 4 swimming lar..ahhah..dun swim lyk a blind fish again..wif u ard..everythingy will seem okie 2 mi..n i feel miself happie again..